Good things don’t last for long, unless...

You know the saying,
“Eventually, we all have to pay for our sins and giggles”
Okay, I may have just made that up, and it’s true! sooner or later we all have to pay for our wrong doings and sins, (and sometimes bad investments or orange juice squeezed wrong).

I have been doing something for last few months, completely (I mean COMPLETELY!) aware of it’s consequences it will lead to (which it led to). I obviously ignored it by putting my fingers in my ears and screaming “lalalala!”.

I did it for momentary high, it felt good for…well for over three months. Good example would be;

Smoking crack! U love it when ur high, and you wanna enjoy the high-ness, and you say to yourself that it will never end. Life is good, and it can’t get any better.
And then your douchebag side of you “but your killing your brain cells or some shit” *You put your fingers in your ear * and scream “lalalala!!”

Well yes I was in denial

Obviously the douche bag was right.
And now I am paying for it, I want to get over with it soon, its just too fucking painful.

Oh well few more days it shall pass, been through a lot worse.